My love just begun

When I heard the tip-tap

Of your footsteps then.

Through the grills it pop-up

On my ears immured at cell 98.

Then we met at the corridors

Of my asylum outside insanity

And now we’re meeting at the doors

Of our own asylum inside sanity

Everyday, since 1998.

Years have gone like last winter

Days have grown like our children

Even if, we haven’t grown yet

Gone years marked several changes

And now am not at all that girl at 98.

Once we were admitted there

As there were nothing for us

Within our broken hearts

Than the back cracks of pains

Until our hearts met in 1998.

You filled my heart with love

I shared my love with you.

Beyond any medical treatment

You healed me, I healed you

With our love at 98.

Now you’re a doctor

Not of heart but of mind

Who always suggest

Love mania to treat mania of mind

With the lessons of your life in 1998.

I agree you thousand times

Because I know how your love

Coloured my life with VIBGYOR

Till now, we have painted

Zillions of memories with our love98.

Yes we call our life as love 98

Then named our house as love 98

Because love is such a powerful wave

Which can vanish any pain, heal any vein.

Alike how it draws our bliss in 1998.

I asked him by lying on his lap

“why stupid you’re laughing?”

Oh no baby! You’ve recited an amazing poem.

Stupid! It’s not a poem – it’s our story

But dear, it’s rhyming with our love98.





Akshaya Thulasi 🌼


As I sit there, outside my asylum
Where people are breathing bliss
Where I can breath woe only
For hours and hours
With the company of a numb mind
Enchanted by awful thoughts
Of past and present events
Visited me outside my asylum
Where my eyes can see
Where my ears can hear
Where my nose can smell
Where my skin can feel.

I Collected and recollected them
Again and again to taste
A bit of sweetness
Rather than the bitterness I tasted
But I can’t
Only bitterness oozed out of it
Once more once more.

Then my near dead heart begged me
To close the lobby of my heart
Before those thoughts of misery
And requested me,
“Can we go back to your asylum”
Where your soul breath bliss only
Through your thoughts of fantasy
Where your soul taste euphoria only
Through your words of phantasy
Where I can melt like an ice.
Can we go back to your asylum
Where you have only You Yourself.

None to clinch you cry

None to cinch your smile.”

Once again asked me,

“Can We??”

Then I said, “YES”

Because there I can be Myself.

Back To My Asylum

അവളുടെ ഹൃദയത്തിന്റെ ഗർഭപാത്രത്തിലും രണ്ടു ദിവസം പ്രായമുള്ളൊരു ഒരു പ്രണയം തുടിച്ചു തുടങ്ങിരുന്നു…. അവന്റെ വാക്കുകളിൽ നിന്ന് ജന്മമെടുത്തൊരു പ്രണയം….48 മണിക്കൂർ കൊണ്ട് അവളുടെ സിരകളിൽ നൂറു താരാട്ടു പാട്ടുകൾക്ക് ഈണം രചിച്ചൊരു പ്രണയം…അവളുടെ മോഹങ്ങളിൽ ആ പ്രണയത്തെ താലോലിക്കാൻ ഒരു താലി തോട്ടിലും അങ്ങനെ ആടി തുടങ്ങി…. ഒടുവിൽ ജാതകമെന്ന മരുന്നിന്റെ വീര്യത്തിൽ ആ പ്രണയം രക്തത്തിന്റെ ഗന്ധമുള്ള കണ്ണുനീർ തുള്ളികളിലൂടെ അലസി പോയി……എന്നിട്ട് നോവിൽ വെന്തു മരിക്കാറായ പുഞ്ചിരി കലർത്തി അവളുടെ ഒരു ചോദ്യവും “ആഹ ഇതും എനിക്ക് വിധിച്ചിട്ടില്ല അല്ലേ ഭവാനേ?”


I waited for your arrival,

To feel your cold breeze.

I longed for your revival,

Which let my bliss to unfreeze

For next year.

Dear december,

With the thought of your alight

I’ ve made myself to remember

How you bright my life with light

Last year.

Still when you breeze in

You wind up all my bliss

Than bringing my all out bliss in

And you wet my eyes like this,

This year.

Dear december,

I dunno why this to me

I didn’t do any tort till november

But you did this delict to me

This year.

But do you know?

You’ve broken a heart

That wished to celebrate your arrival

With all her smiling heart

This year.

Dear december,

No need to convince me this time

I do remember

How you convince me every time

But i won’t work this year.

As you broke my toil

Into several piece of stones

I realized the fact – I’m born to fail

And I ceased my intones

To embrace you in the coming year.





Akshaya Thulasi🌼

Dear December

My Lord!

May I begin this May.


My Lord !

May I begin this May

May I mute…

My stressful life before May

More than few seconds to one month.

Mystify myself before my problems.


My Lord !

May I begin this may

Month named in maia’s honor

May I bring a maia within

Myself, by then being the best child

Muffled within Atlas’s kingdom

Modished as the shy Goddess.


My Lord !

May I begin this may

May flowers were ready to celebrate

May carnival of happiness

May I enjoy myself with them

Mingled with my lucid dreams.


My Lord !

May I begin this month, by

Migrating from hot breezes, that

Murderously burnt my dreams,

My life, everything, and now

May I breath in May’s freshness.


My Lord !

May I begin this may.






Akshaya Thulasi🌼

May I begin this May

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Akshaya Thulasi 🌼


Twelve months ago

At a December night

When my clock rang twelve

I had stepped into a new course

But it’s difficult to study & score.


Twelve months ago

At a December night

I had started to study it

It’s not BA , not MBBS , not LLB

But it’s valuable than those courses.


Twelve months ago

At a December night

I had gone through its syllabus

It includes bliss ,gloom, laugh , cry

But it’s difficult to complete .


Twelve months ago

At a December night

I taught that I will come first

In all exams offered by this course

But those were out of syllabus.


Now , after twelve months

On this December night

At that same month, same day& time

I received my graduation certificate

For that course with an average mark.


Now , after twelve months

At this December night

I had learned everything

Become eligible for any course

Can join in any University.


Now , after twelve months

At this December night

I have become a omniscient

Via attending those examinations

Offered by 2018 .


Now , after twelve months

At this December night

I’m gonna to join a new course

With a deep knowledge on life

Derived from those twelve months.


Now , after twelve months

At this December night

When my clock rings twelve

I’m gonna give a sayanora to 2018

And with all my heart greet 2019 .





Akshaya Thulasi 🌼




Wishing You All a happy happy New Year, Bursting With Joy, Roaring With Laughter And Full Of Fun. Happy New Year 2019

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